This is getting harder and harder to manage. It has now been a week since I last had dry hands. It was really difficult for me to take my Prozac this morning. I so badly just wanted to give up. I keep telling myself to just get through the weekend because Sunday will make two weeks on this dosage, and side effects are supposed to get better after two weeks. So if I still have this problem next week, I might think about quitting. I’m just miserable.
Yes, I got some medicine to put on my hands and feet, but it hasn’t started working yet, and it’s pretty miserable to apply. I have to put the stuff on my hands and feet before bed. I then have to wrap my hands and feet in Saran wrap and stick them in socks to keep everything on. I have to put the medicine on before bed because, supposedly, sweat glands are inactive at night. I’m not buying it. The Saran wrap makes them sweat more, so I don’t think this stuff is going to work. It’s disgusting and uncomfortable, and it makes it hard to sleep.
I have applied the medicine for three nights now, but it hasn’t really helped. It’s supposed to start working after 2-3 days, but my fingertips won’t stop sweating.
I’m just sick of this crap. I just want a normal, fully functioning body and mind. I’m so tired of feeling broken. I just wish I could be fixed.
As if OCD and Prozac side effects weren’t enough to deal with, I’m overloaded with schoolwork after the ice days we had, and my back and neck pain has been worse than normal this week. Oh, and my asthma has also been more of a problem than it usually is. I feel like I’m falling apart.